The great thing about me is that I get to have all of these feelings. I allow myself. (A recent development.)
I get to fall head over heels in love with a man. Just because I have "feelings" doesn't mean I act on them.
I use my head. I believe my brain, not my heart. My heart is a flat out moron. It wants things it should not and sees things that are not there. (Could someone please get my heart some Lithium...Thorzine perhaps?)
Hell I don't know. What do I look like? A brain surgeon?
That's all I have for you.
Tomorrow I'm gonna put on some sparkly lipstick and be fine.