Yes, I spent another weekend with evil surfer dude.
One has to be careful. Doing the same thing over again becomes a habit. Before you know it...you're in too deep.
My problem is...the benefits of the situation. We work out like crazy, I'm building tone in my legs and getting a tan (aging so not a good thing).
All the while, ignoring what I need to be focused on...getting a job.
It doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize why I have been avoiding the inevitable. Thoughts of being taken away from all this, getting more time...but it's a slippery slope and we are at mission critical.
I have to stop this. Eject. Before it's too late and my life becomes destroyed.